...and it won't leave me alone. It's an idea I've had rattling around in my head for almost three years, and one that I think could actually be viable if I'm able to make it work. The short version is there's an old, closed historic hotel near where I live that I'd like to renovate, reopen, and turn in to a dedicated motorcycle hotel and campground. Part of the draw would be the history, part would be the fact that Fairbanks is the halfway point for anyone looking to ride the Dalton at least to the Arctic Circle on their big AK road trip. I've started doing the math on potential income and expenses and I'm pretty sure I can make it work. I also have a longer term plan for the property to be open in winters as well but for right now it would be a summer business. I've talked to the current owners of the property and it is available still.
But...
Since I started with the idea I changed from working for a company I hated to one that is actually really good to work for. I make good money, have benefits, am treated well, and generally have no complaints. My only concern is that the owners are getting older and it isn't clear who would be taking over, but that could be a decade from now or next year. I wouldn't be burning a bridge necessarily by leaving, but the size of the company means I probably would be able to come back unless my replacement didn't work out. I feel like I should just be happy that I found a good place to work and should stay in my little slot and be happy with it when there are so many out there who either hate their jobs or barely scrape by.
I'm also concerned about being able to spend time with my daughter and future kids should we have more if I start this. I've seen how hard the principles work at every company I've worked for, especially the owners, but at the same time none of them looked like they regretted much either.
Golden handcuffs, to an extent, are a problem as well. We're not rich but we're not able to survive on one income for long. Our personal CC debt will be gone by the time this starts, but mortgage, utilities, car payments, food bill, etc. will still be there.
Also I think I'm scared of being my own boss, let alone someone else's boss. I've been in charge before but this is... different?
Tell me why I'm crazy one way or the other, and while you're at it tell me your crazy stories. Win, lose, or draw, how to did breaking out on your own work out for you? What were your reasons? Did you leave something good to start or were you driven to it out of desperation for something meaningful to do?